Affected

I don't like it when you ask how will I feel if you find your special someone.
There's you.
There's me.
But there's no "us".
So please stop asking me.
Do as you please.
I don't care.
What I don't know won't hurt me.

I hate it when you say you can't promise anything.
I know that already.
You don't have to remind me.
I'm just grateful.
Thank you for being there when I needed you most.

Same set up.
No promises.
No commitment.
No obligations.
No complications.
Friends.

Today is day 1.
I realized that I really needed to back off
Coz I'm starting to care.
I'm starting to get affected with things that concern you.
I hate it!
But I don't have the right to feel that way.

I'm sorry.
I can't help but get affected.