Wala lang!

Wala lang...

Gusto ko lang magsulat ngayon. Parang andaming mga bagay ang tumatakbo sa isip ko ngayon na kelangan ko ilabas dito.

Una, magsisimula na naman ang bagong taon para sa ACN. Saan nga ba ko papunta? Ano na nga ba narating ko makalipas ang isang taon bilang E?

Ikalawa, annulment. Anu na? Hindi ko alam kung saan ako magsisimula. Alam ko na bonggang gastos 'to. Bahala na si Papa God. Sana matulungan ako ni Atty. Omar P. Jay, ngayon pa lang nagpapasalamat na ko. 

Ikatlo, kung may abogado na ko, makikipag-cooperate kaya sya? Sana. Kasi di lang naman 'to para sa akin eh. Hay! Ewan, di ko pa din maimagine na lalapit ako sa kanya anytime soon for this issue(so Help me God).

Ikaapat, Carl is growing up so fast and I admit, it's not easy to be a single mom. I thank God for my family.

Ikalima, mom. Dear Papa God, I pray for good health for mom (and dad). I don't mind the time I spent on the road just to be with them everyday. I love them sooo much!

Ikaanim, underweight. Nabother talaga ko kahapon. Imagine I only weigh 93 lbs now? I was 95 lbs last July and was 100 lbs last year. Omg! What happened? I think it's stress! Supah stress! 

I need to gain weight! (against all odds) or else, nothing! I need to gain weight period.

Ikapito, change is inevitable. I can feel you're drifting away. I'm observant. Oh well, it's alright. I've already prepped myself for this.

Ikawalo, wala lang...




Salamat randomstarlight sa larawan.

Army Navy

After spending a couple of hours in Fitness First-SM The Block, we found ourselves hungry.

Cravings? Burger!

Ending: Army Navy - SM Skygarden










Single quarter-pounder beef patty











Libertea










It tastes good but I think Charlie's is better. :)

I miss these girls!!!

L-R: Katkat, Mitch(GFF), Me and Mindy Anne

Taken last January 2011 (post new year celebration) at Mark's house in QC.

All motion is relative...

To do not advance is to fall back...

Maybe it is you who have moved away by standing still.

I think I'll try... defying gravity

The Princess and the frog

Dream - 14-Aug

I woke up today from a dream and luckily remembered some parts of it....

Eating sweets -

Sweets - To see or eat sweets in you dream, represent indulgence, sensuality, and forbidden pleasure. Perhaps you have been depriving yourself of some joy or pleasure and the dream is a way for you to reward yourself. Alternatively, the dream symbol is a metaphor for your sweetie or the special someone in your life.

Drinking glass

Glasswares - To see a drinking glass in your dream, signifies healing, rejuvenation, and healing. Alternatively, it indicates a transcendence into a realm of higher consciousness. Is the glass half-full or half-empty? Do you see life from an optimistic or pessimistic point of view. Consider also the contents of the glass. If you are drinking form a glass, then it is a positive omen.
To see a broken glass in your dream, denotes feelings of powerlessness, guilt and/or low self-esteem. Perhaps you feel unqualified or inadequate in dealing with a situation.

Car

Car - To dream that you are driving a car, denotes your ambition, your drive and your ability to navigate from one stage of your life to another. Consider how smooth or rough the car ride is. If you are driving the car, then you are taking an active role in the way your life is going. However, if you are the passenger, then you are taking a passive role. If you are in the backseat of the car, then it indicates that you are putting yourself down and are allowing others to take over. This may be a result of low self-esteem or low self-confidence. Overall, this dream symbol is an indication of your dependence and degree of control you have on your life.

Lush Greens

Green signifies a positive change, good health, growth, fertility, healing, hope, vigor, vitality, peace, and serenity. The appearance of the color may also be a way of telling you to "go ahead". Alternatively, green is a metaphor for a lack of experience in some task.�
To "be green", means that you are environmentally conscious. Green is also symbolic of your strive to gain recognition and establish your independence. Money, wealth and jealousy are often associated with this color.

Thanks to crushedsilence for the picture and to Dream Moods dream dictionary.

Aaaarggh!

When waiting seems like forever...









Thanks to samanthasoul for the picture.

Shortie

Dec 2009

What is headband? :)













Aug 2011

Eyebags and sooo skinny!

Wishful Thinking

Fishing

Carl has found a new hobby! He wakes up early every Saturday to join his Koko (lolo).

The two of them together with Koko's friends go fishing somewhere in Coloong, Valenzuela. I'm not sure if it's Aling Nene's or Kapitan's.

Thanks to alexandria for the picture.

LSS: 05-Aug

100 Truths

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = large Coke from Jollibee (ssshhh!)
2. last phone call = Ateng
3. last text message = Eds
4. last song you listened to = Skyscraper
5. last time you cried = last week

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = yeah
7. been cheated on = yes
8. kissed someone & regretted it = yup
9. lost someone special = nope
10. been depressed = opkors!
11. been drunk and threw up = yeah...

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. red
13. green
14. black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)
15. Made a new friend = a lot
16. Fallen out of love = nope
17. Laughed until you cried = yes
18. Met someone who changed you = yes
19. Found out who your true friends were = yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you = none yet...
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = yes :p

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = 90%
24. Do you have any pets = nope! but I want a chocolate brown labrador
25. Do you want to change your name = nope
26. What did you do for your last birthday = celebrated it with my fam
27. What time did you wake up today = 8am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = watching Fast5 on-board a bus going to Monumento
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = our trip to Boracay!
30. Last time you saw your Mother = earlier today
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = could have been more careful
32. What are you listening to right now = sound of silence
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = yep
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = nothing... chill lang
35. Most visited webpage = facebook
37. Nicknames = ychai, cha, chai, cyn, cynch
38. Relationship Status = single with extra baggage
39. Zodiac sign = libra
40. He or She = she
41. Elementary = cspb
42. Middle School = ?
43. High school/College = cspb/pup
44. Hair colour = brownish black
45. Long or short = just cut it short yesterday
46. Height = 5'2"
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = crush? "like" eh
48. What do you like about yourself? = ME
49. Piercings = none
50. Tattoos = none, but i'd like to have one
51. Righty or lefty = righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = when i gave birth to Carl
53. First piercing = none
54. First best friend = naomi
55. First sport you joined = volleyball
56. First vacation = baguio
58. First pair of trainers = fila

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = crispy fries from jollibee
60. Drinking = coke (sssshhh)
61. I'm about to = sleep (I guess... time check, it's 2:43 AM)
62. Listening to = Won't go home without you (Maroon 5)
63. Waiting for = someone who'll love me for who I am :)

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = I already have one.
65. Get Married? = huh? again? i have to think first on how to nullify my first marriage.
66. Career? = business woman

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = eyes
68. Hugs or kisses = hugs
69. Shorter or taller = taller
70. Older or Younger = jUst about right
71. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship = relasyon!!!
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = nope
77. Drank hard liquor = yesss!
78. Lost glasses/contacts = several times
79. Sex on first date = nope
80. Broken someone's heart = yes
81. Had your own heart broken = yes
82. Been arrested = no
83. Turned someone down = yes
84. Cried when someone died = yes
85. Fallen for a friend = yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = yEs
87. Miracles = yEs
88. Love at first sight = nope
89. Heaven = yup
90. ? @ tina, bat di pa ko sleep? tulog na ko kala mo lang gising :D
91. Kiss on the first date = yes
92. Angels = yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf = nope
95. Did you sing today = yes, a lot of times
96. Ever cheated on somebody = yes
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why = college, I could have been better
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be = Carl's 7th birthday, I would have given him a better party
99. Are you afraid of falling in love = YES
100. Posting this as 100 truths = cool!

Soooo excited!

This is it!!!!

We are going to Boracay next month! Wooot! :)


Thanks to easytravelandtours for the picture.

I didn't know...

Lighters

I'm singing...

This one's for you and me
Living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
Lift my arms out wide
I open my eyes
And now all I wannna see
Is a sky full of lightets, a sky full of lighters



Lighters lyrics

Rotten tomato

Yesterday, I received an email asking for a one to one. Too bad I'm out and he will be on vacation leave for 8 days. I think I already have an idea on what's bothering him...I'm sure it's not about work load... It's about you.

Today, she reached out to me. I felt that she really want to talk to me asap. So, I immediately left what I'm doing to accommodate her. True enough... there's something wrong...
She was teary eyed. She was trembling. I asked her what's wrong... then she started crying. I know she's trying very hard to keep those tears from falling... but she can't help it. I can feel her frustrations. I felt guilty that I was out sick for two days. She said she has been waiting for me to get back. (Aww!)

Look at what you done to the team? I already talked to you about this...several times. But you never seem to listen. Where is your self awareness? When will you admit that you did something wrong?

I'm sorry but I can't help you if don't want to help yourself.

Thanks to blacksatin for the picture.