Not Meant To Be - Theory Of A Deadman

It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you wanted from me
And knowing that if I give that to you
I might just disappear

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn away one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe
That's theres no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our lives

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn away one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

There's still time to turn this around
You could building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn away one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, baby I'm sorry to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

Thanks to musicremedy for the picture.

21 Guns - Green Day

Do you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins.

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins.

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins.

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I


Thanks to sonorika for the image

Sooo Excited!

We will watch Transformers: The Revenge of the Fallen later today.
I'm still excited even though I've read the synopsis and some movie spoilers. A friend of mine thinks I'm weird. Oh well! I am weird.

I can't wait to hear the OST on the big screen.
Can't wait to hear Bumble Bee sing "I'm so excited, and I just can't hide it..." (I also read that. Hahahahah!)

Will publish my review soon. :)


Gtg!

*Image from deviantART.com

New Divide: Linkin Park

I remembered black skies / the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash / as time began to blur
Like a startling sign / that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason / to fill this hole / connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide
There was nothing in sight / but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide / the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in / between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Across this new divide
In every loss / in every lie
In every truth that you'd deny
And each regret / and each goodbye
was a mistake to great to hide
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason / to fill this hole / connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide
Across this new divide
Across this new divide

Thanks to khairilhusni for the pix.

Don't worry!

It's good news for me.
I know you're pissed off with what you saw. Thank you. I know you're just concerned. But honestly, I feel relieved upon reading your message. I am ok. I've never been better.

This is the time that I've been waiting for. I want him to find somebody who'll take care of him.
Win-win.
He's happy. I'm happier.

The next question I have in mind is... is it for real? Because it might be staged. Maybe he was just flaunting her in places where the people close to me can see them. I really hope it's true.

Don't worry.

Why patience is a virtue?

Wiki Answers:
Patience is a virtue because it makes us better people. The definition of the word is to tolerate delay. This implies self control and forebearance as opposed to wanting what we want when we want it.
How many times have we jumped the gun and found out it it would have been better to tolerate delay or had self control?
What did we miss out on?
Did we hurt someone because of lack of patience?
Did our lives just change completely just because we couldn't control ourselves?

Patience is not only a virtue but a necessity for a happy existence.

Thanks to andyp89 for the pix.

Depressed Mode

I've been quiet sad the past few days. I don't know why.
I don't have the appetite to eat. I just want to sleep and sleep. I want to hibernate.
The last time, I think I ate a decent meal was last Sunday afternoon.

Hunger strike? Nah!

I know this will be over soon.

Thanks to http://smesh.deviantart.com/ for the image.

Horoscope: June 7

The Bottom Line
It's time to take a break. Stop thinking so hard -- start exploring your feelings.

In Detail
What goes around comes around, and you can expect a little activity in the realm of your karma right about now. If you're called on to lend a hand to a friend, your boss, or even a stranger, do it graciously. Put some good energy out there, and you can be sure that eventually it'll come back to you. At the same time, know when to say when if someone's being overly demanding.

Good Luck, Bad Luck

“All of us have bad luck and good luck. The man who persists through the bad luck - who keeps right on going - is the man who is there when the good luck comes - and is ready to receive it.” Robert Collier


I will never get tired of reminding you to look at the brighter side of every situation. When you feel you're having a bad luck, count your blessings. :)

Thanks to niumi for the image.

Luck

Luck (also called fortuity) is a chance happening, or that which happens beyond a person's control. Luck can be good or bad (as in; Good fortune or misfortune).

Luck as lack of control
Luck refers to that which happens to a person beyond that person's control. This view incorporates phenomena that are chance happenings, a person's place of birth for example, but where there is no uncertainty involved, or where the uncertainty is irrelevant. Within this framework one can differentiate between three different types of luck:

Constitutional luck, that is, luck with factors that cannot be changed. Place of birth and genetic constitution are typical examples.
Circumstantial luck - with factors that are haphazardly brought on. Accidents and epidemics are typical examples.
Ignorance luck, that is, luck with factors one does not know about. Examples can be identified only in hindsight.

Luck as fallacy
Another view holds that "luck is probability taken personally." A rationalist approach to luck includes the application of the rules of probability, and an avoidance of unscientific beliefs. The rationalist feels the belief in luck is a result of poor reasoning or wishful thinking. To a rationalist, a believer in luck commits the "post hoc, ergo propter hoc" logical fallacy, which argues that because two events are connected sequentially, they are connected causally as well:

A happens (luck-attracting event or action) and then B happens;
Therefore, A caused B.

In this particular perspective, probability is only affected by confirmed causal connections. A brick falling on a person walking below, therefore, is not a function of that person's luck, but is instead the result of a collection of understood (or explainable) occurrences. Statistically, every person walking near the building was just as likely to have the brick fall on them.

The gambler's fallacy and inverse gambler's fallacy both explain some reasoning problems in common beliefs in luck. They involve denying the unpredictability of random events: "I haven't rolled a seven all week, so I'll definitely roll one tonight".

Luck is merely an expression noting an extended period of noted outcomes, completely consistent with random walk probability theory. Wishing one "good luck" will not cause such an extended period, but it expresses positive feelings toward the one -- not necessarily wholly undesirable.


Reference: wikipedia

Thanks to http://saligia.deviantart.com/ for the image.

Bad Day - Daniel Powter

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Pix from blog.roodo.com

Antukin - Rico Blanco

iniwan ka na ng eroplano
ok lang baby wag kang magbago
dito ka lang humimbing sa aking piling
antukin

kukupkupin na lang kita
sori wala ka ng magagawa
mahalin mo na lang ako
ng sobra sobra
para patas naman tayo diba

Chorus:
sasalubungin natin ang kinabukasan
ng walang takot at walang pangamba
tadhana'y merong tip na makapangyarihan
kung ayaw may dahilan, kung gusto palaging merong paraan

ooh...

pinaiyak ka ng manghuhula
hindi na raw tayo magkasamang tatanda
buti na lang merong langit na nagtatanggol sa pag-ibig na pursigido't matiyaga

sasalubungin natin ang kinabukasan
ng walang takot at walang pangamba
tadhana'y merong tip na makapangyarihan
kung ayaw may dahilan, kung gusto palaging merong paraan

Long as we stand as one
anuman ang ating makabangga
Nothing will ever break us
wala talaga
as in wala

sasalubungin natin ang kinabukasan
ng walang takot at walang pangamba
tadhana'y merong tip na makapangyarihan
kung ayaw may dahilan, kung gusto hahalikan na lang natin ang kinabukasan
ng buong loob at yayakapin pa
tadhana'y medyo over rated kung minsan
kung ayaw may dahilan, kung gusto palaging merong paraan
gumawa na lang tayo ng paraan
gumawa na lang tayo ng
baby, gumawa na lang tayo ng paraan



Thanks to i.ytimg for the image.