It's not easy

“Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means moving on. It is one of the hardest things a person can do. Starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. We feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. But as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. We are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. It means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

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We always have a choice

"Ano namang mapapala mo kakaisip sa nakaraan at sa mga pwede pang mangyari? Wala ka naman sigurong super powers para maibalik ang nakalipas na. Dapat matuto kang pahalagahan ang mga nangyayari sayo sa kasalukuyan. Isipin mo yung ngayon. I-enjoy mo lang ang buhay. Wag kang emo. Hindi ka talaga magiging masaya kung di mo tutulungan ang sarili mo. Natural lang na makaramdam ng lungkot paminsan-minsan. Pero ang pagiging miserable? Wag kang hibang. Choice mo yan." Bob Ong

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Odd

I'm getting hooked with this website, http://oddee.com/
Check it out. You might find it interesting as well.

wt!

I don't know what he meant by texting me "Do you think I don't know something about you?"
So, I asked him to tell me what he knows so that I'll know what his friends have been telling him.
Then he said, "It's not them, I found it out myself"
I asked him again... "What is it?"
He didn't answer.
Oh well! Why should I be bothered with what he's thinking about me.
My life is soooo much better without him.
I would not ask him again. I would not give him that satisfaction!
The hell I care!

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Maybe

“Maybe we're not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy. Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is. Appreciating small victories. Admiring the struggle it takes simply to be human. Maybe we're thankful for the familiar things we know. And maybe we're thankful for the things we'll never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate.” - Meredith Grey

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Me

I’m writing again.
I just feel inspired to write something. I woke up late last night. I know I had a dream, but damn! I can’t remember anything. I even paused for a while even though I know I shouldn’t waste any minute coz I might be late. Good thing I came in just in time.

I hate the feeling of not remembering my dream. Especially when I feel that it was a good one. I believe what a friend told me about dreams were true… that if one woke up at any part of the dream, 90% of the time, that person will remember his/her dreams. Because in my case, I woke up after the dream, maybe my subconscious woke me up to tell me that I’m almost late and I need to get up.

I miss writing. I checked ychaired, my last post was yesterday. Hahahah! It was about intuition.
I believe that there are things or beliefs that are not based on facts, gut feeling. My gut feeling never fails me.

I’m not a good writer.
But I think I am a good story teller.
I’m honest with what I’m posting here. I maybe omitting somethings but it doesn’t mean that I’m lying. Let’s just say that I’m just protecting the interest of the person/s involve.

I’m a private person (at times!)
I may be loud at times, I may be telling everyone about my break up with my ex-husband. But when I want to keep a part of my life private, I really want it to be private.
I hope people understand when I don’t want to answer questions. It’s my choice. We shouldn’t be speculating when somebody opted not to answer our questions.

I’m strong.
Other people think I’m weak. Maybe because of my built, but I’m telling you, I am really strong.
I’ve been through a lot. And thank God, I’m still standing tall.
There were times that I feel like giving up. It’s Carl that keeps me going. So, when I’m feeling weak, I count my blessings.

I’m talkative.
Others think I’m snob. But once you break the walls. You’ll find out that I can be a runner up for 200 words per minute contest. I love to tell stories… I never run out of stories.

I’m independent.
I think others get intimidated with independent women. But based on my survey (yes, I did a survey recently) majority of men today like independent women. But there are still some, who loves helpless, dependent women. I pity those women who can’t stand up on their own. Those who can’t live without men on their lives, I don’t know. I just believe in girl power!


There's a lot more about ME next time...

Thanks to Aftertheparty for the picture.

Intuition

- is the apparent ability to acquire knowledge without inference or the use of reason. “The word ‘intuition’ comes from the Latin word 'intueri', which is often roughly translated as meaning ‘to look inside’ or ‘to contemplate’."Intuition provides us with beliefs that we cannot necessarily justify. For this reason, it has been the subject of study in psychology, as well as a topic of interest in the supernatural. The "right brain" is popularly associated with intuitive processes such as aesthetic abilities.Some scientists have contended that intuition is associated with innovation in scientific discovery.

*thanks to somberchild2009 for the pix

Knock you down

Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me

Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(Oh shot me out the sky)

Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'

We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes

Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic

I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him

Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall
(When it comes around)

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Won't see it coming when it happens, hey
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah

*pix from music.parrygill.com

Lucky

Been caught up with a lot of not soooo good news lately.
It made me think...and count my blessings...
I've realized how lucky I am.
I may not have the best of everything... but I am happy where I am right now.

Thanks to afhira for the image.