Thursday, April 9, 2009

Bad-Worse-Worst

She was not feeling well yesterday.
That's why she sent him a text message. She just want to share what she feels.
His response made her feel worse.
And now it's worst.

Why? Because, he didn't even bother to ask what she feels. Is she sick? Is there's something bothering her?
He immediately replied with "Why? Is it my fault? Whatever it is, I'm sorry?"
She didn't get it.
He explained further...

It's really far from what she's expecting to hear.
He haven't moved on.
He was still dealing with the issue that was discussed a day ago.
It doesn't even bother her anymore.
She's already done dealing with that.

She was questioning the friendship they have.
Is she the only one who values the friendship?
She just wants him to learn his lessons.
And now he is resorting to avoiding her.

Did she hurt his ego?
Of telling right in his face what was wrong?
For having the guts to tell him that it's his fault?
He said that he acknowledged his fault and yet he's acting differently.

No matter how he hide, she knew he felt bad.
She said she's sorry.
But he opted to be silent.
His silence was defeaning.

He said he's not mad.
But what's with the cold treatment?
She doesn't want to be treated that way.
If he accepted his fault, why not show humility?

She doesn't know what will happen next.
She's getting tired.
But she's still not giving up on the frienship.
She haven't changed.

He just need to realize how much she value him.
And the friendship they share.
Which she thinks that he's setting aside.
The next move is up to him.

He knows how to reach her.

She will be waiting...

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