who?

some of my fans asked me (not once, but several times)...
they want to know who I am talking about my recent posts... or even my older posts.
they're somehow intrigued with the identity of the person i'm talking about.

Happier

I'ver realized that when we live without expectations,
Everything comes as a surprise.

Residents of the Churvy World: Updated

This is Tabby's entry on: http://tabbygirlche.blogspot.com/

First there were thirteen...

first there were 13 residents of this "world", a crazy set up of 13 individuals who worked in the same office, with almost the same tasks. but because of recent changes, the 13 went down to five.

Alive! Alive! moved on to another position, in another world.

Mother Lily, Madam Violet, Pepster, Eva Fonda, the Bachelor, Odie, and Garfield are to be "redeployed".

That leaves Ateng (a.k.a. Raymond/Mcdo), Tita Annabel, Pura/Volta, His Evidence (a.k.a. Richard/Jollibee), and Dagul as the remaining residents of churvy world.

if this were an episode on "maalaala mo kaya", the title would be "Laptop".


********

Pura doesn't think that Alive! Alive Mother Lily, Madam Violet, Pepster, Eva Fonda, the Bachelor, Odie, and Garfield are leaving the churvy world.

Churvy world is in our hearts.

Once a churvinian, always a churvinian.

Hahahahah!

Feb 25

Ash Wednesday.
EDSA Revolution Anniversary.
Baclaran Day.

Aside from that,today is a memorable day for me.
There were a lot of things that happened today.

Courage.
Realizations.
Acceptance.
New beginnings.

I had the courage to tell what I felt.
How I observed that we're no longer having intelligent conversations lately.
Good thing that you opened up. Now I understand.

I realized that it was partly my fault.
I was the one who built the wall between us.
I limit myself... I chose people... I got used to "us".

I take the blame.
After a long talk and discussion... I must admit that it was "me".
I should have realized it earlier on.

I'm sorry.
Let's leave the past behind and start all over again.

Self Realization

You're right!
You can't be there beside me all the time...
To watch what I'm doing and to listen to what I'm saying...
No matter how hard you try to help me ease the burden,
You can only do so much.
It's still up to me.

The only person who can help myself will be me.
At the end of the day, I'm accountable with what I've become and my greatest enemy is myself.

Affected

I don't like it when you ask how will I feel if you find your special someone.
There's you.
There's me.
But there's no "us".
So please stop asking me.
Do as you please.
I don't care.
What I don't know won't hurt me.

I hate it when you say you can't promise anything.
I know that already.
You don't have to remind me.
I'm just grateful.
Thank you for being there when I needed you most.

Same set up.
No promises.
No commitment.
No obligations.
No complications.
Friends.

Today is day 1.
I realized that I really needed to back off
Coz I'm starting to care.
I'm starting to get affected with things that concern you.
I hate it!
But I don't have the right to feel that way.

I'm sorry.
I can't help but get affected.

I'm backing off

I've said this a lot of times.

I don't think you know.

But somebody knows.

I made a lot of promises but were always broken.

I always end up enjoying the moments... which I think is worth it.

But this time... I'm serious.

I'm gonna keep my promise.

Maybe I saw the sign...

That I should really back off.

I think it will be for the best, especially for me.

Honestly, I'm hurting... no matter how I try to hide and deny what I feel... yes, I am really hurting.

I don't blame you.

It's not you.

It's me.

No promises were made.

I'm not expecting anything (as it should be)

But at the back of my mind, I wish there's something...

Maybe not today or in the new future

But half of me is expecting something.

I tried so hard not to nurture the feeling.

But it keeps on growing everyday.

Now tell me, is there something wrong with me?

Am I assuming?

I don't think I am.

I am backing off.

Now that I can still can.

Coz I might reach the day...

Where I can no longer say no.

Goodbye.

Insensitive

I don't know what to say.

There are people who are just insensitive.

They are too insensitive of other people's feelings.

Thinking they're in, when they are actually out.

Feeling they belong when they do not.

Somethings are better left unsaid.

But with people like "them" it should be said.

Insensitive.

Forget About Me

Here's our new favorite song.
Right, Mitch?


Forget About Me

Hmm
Whoaaa
Oohhh
Yeahh

You said it wasn't
Gonna be like
It was before
Then it happened again
Pushing me back
Out the door
Thought it would be
For real this time
Love me forget
About the signs
So now what do I do
Now, that I know
That we're through

Wish that I
Could move on
Can't let go
It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Is this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery

[Chorus:]
Why don't you love me
The way I loved you
It feels so crazy
Cause I dunno
What I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
Cause I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna
Stick around
Then, baby
Forget about me

Too late, sorry
I didn't even
Have the chance
You said you were happy
Baby
I don't understand
Gave you everything
You asked for
And was ready
To give you a lot more
I would've given you
The world
Right in the palm
Of your hand

Wish that I
Could move on
Can't let go
It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Was this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery

[Chorus]

Boy
My heart was true
And that you can't deny
Don't be a fool
And walk away
From all the lies
It's up to you
Cause heaven knows
I've tried
Tell me
You're still in love
Yeahhhh
Ohh

[Chorus]

Forget about me
I really loved you...

IN: Lost

Lucky us?
Poor us?
What's gonna happen next?
New processes?
What's instore for us?
What?
What?
What?

All questions were left unanswered.

All of a Sudden

Meeting invite.
Came in early.
Deck discussion.
Word for the day: Transfer/Redeployment
Selected people.
In
Out
Now what?

some things...

"At the end of the day, there are some things you just can't help but talk about. Some things we just don't want to hear, and some things we say because we can't be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say. They're what you do. Some things you say because you have no other choice. Some things you keep to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves." --Dr. Meredith Grey

I hate you

You don't you have the courage to ask me

I tried to reach out

You just ignored me

And throwed a side comment

I'm not selfish.

You don't even have an idea on what I'm going through right now

Oh! you do have an idea

You just refused to understand

What do you know about raising a child?

When you can't even be a good provider?

You're even struggling supporting yourself

And you have the guts to put the blame on me

You kept on telling me not to put him away from you

Why will I do that?

You don't have to remind me

And tell me about your legal consults.

Just do your part

And stop stressing that you have something instore for him alone

I don't care.

I hate you.

End of the story.

picture from www.poparchicago.com

Mad by Ne-Yo

(VERSE 1)

She's starin' at me

I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'

Mmmmmm
Nobody's talkin' 'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'

Ohhh

And now is I'm yellin' over her, she's yellin' over me
All that that meansis neither of us is listening
[and what's even worse]that we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for...

(HOOK)
Nothin' [fighting for]
Nothin' [crying for]

Nothin' [whooaaa]

But we wont let it go for nothin'[no not for]

Nothin'

This should be nothin' to a love like what we got

Ohhh baby...
I know sometimes it's gonna rain

but baby, can we make up now'cause

I can't sleep through the pain[can't sleep through the pain].

(CHORUS)

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed[mad at you]

And I don't want you to go to bed[mad at me]

No, I don't wanna go to bed[mad at you]

And I don't want you to go to bed[mad at me]

Ohhh no no no...

(VERSE 2)
And it gets me upset, girl

when your constantly accusing.[askin' questions like you've already known]

We're fighting this war, baby when both of us are losing.

[This ain't the way that love is supposed to go].

Whoahhhh.....[what happened to workin' it out]

We've fall into this place where you ain't backin' down and I ain't

backin' down so what the hell do we do now...
It's all for..

(HOOK)
Nothin' [fighting for]
Nothin' [crying for]
Nothin' [whooaaa]

but we won't let it go for nothin'...[no not for]
Nothin' This should be nothin' to a love like what we got

Ohhh baby...
I know sometimes it's gonna rain but baby,

can we make up now

'cause I can't sleep through the pain[can't sleep through the pain].

(CHORUS)

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed[mad at you]

And I don't want you to go to bed[mad at me]

No, I don't wanna go to bed[mad at you]

And I don't want you to go to bed[mad at me]

Ohhh no no no...

(BRIDGE)
Oh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
[perfect, perfect, ohh ohh]
and just how good it's gonna be

we can fuss and we can fight long as

everythings alright between us...

before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

Baby I know sometimes it's gonna rain

but baby, can we make up now

'cause I can't sleep through the pain[can't sleep through the pain].

(CHORUS)

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed[mad at you]

And I don't want you to go to bed[mad at me]

No, I don't wanna go to bed[mad at you]

And I don't want you to go to bed[mad at me]

Ohhh no no no...

Why Every Woman is Beautiful - Anonymous

Her heart loves a rollercoaster ride.
She cries.
She laughs.
She falls in love.
Sometimes cautiously.
Oftentimes, recklessly.
Her mind is on constant marathon.
Running. Running away.
Changing pace.
Turning around.
But never stopping.
Her dreams keep on flying.
They may not reach the sky
but will never ever take a dive.

Her hands touch another people's lives.
Constantly.
As if that is the reason for their being.
But most of all,every woman is beautiful
Because she is both steel and cotton candy
and everything in between.


from: BDJ Forget-me-not notepad

I miss you

I know it's a sudden change for you.

It's a sudden change for me, too.

It's not easy.

It seems that I'm enjoying it...

Yes, I am.

Half of me is enjoying my independence.

Half of me is misssing you.

I'm doing this for us.

Time will come that I'll go farther than where I am right now.

I just want you to be prepared.

Please don't make it difficult for me.

I almost came running home when I heard you crying over the phone.

I'm glad you understood.

I'll see you every weekend.

Spend QT together.

You're the only one I have.

I love you so much, Carl.

Ayoko

Ayokong masanay na nandyan ka...

Ayokong mapalapit sa'yo...
Ayokong mahulog ang loob ko ...

Ayokong mahalin ka...

Ayokong umasa...

Ayokong masaktan...

Friendster Horoscope: 8 Feb

Libra

The Bottom Line:
It's one thing to keep your hopes high, it's another to be unrealistic about goals.

In Detail:
It's one thing to keep your hopes high, but it's another to be unrealistic about your chances. It's time for you to get real. It's important to challenge yourself, but if you keep setting your sights higher than you could ever reach, you're not challenging yourself -- you're setting yourself up for failure. So pick one of your current goals and readjust it. Make it more accessible. Once you reach it, you'll have confidence to set the next goal a little bit higher. That's the right way to grow.

just got this pic

Taken on my 28th birthday during Team Ohana's Team Building in Antipolo.

Excerpt from my post: Single

My birthday - I joined Team Ohana on their overnight Team Building in Antipolo and celebrated my birthday with new set of friends. It was a great experience for me. I don't care what people would think knowing that I have a family and yet opted to celebrate my birthday with my new friends. I thought I would have my "moments" there. But Yna, had her moments.Hehehehe! We drank from afternoon till the wee hours. Everytime we feel like we're getting drunk, we will jump in the pool and will get back to our senses again... and drink again. Hahahah!Mitch and Mark left and promised to be back just in time for midnight. They came just in time with a super delicious chocolate cake. Since there's no candle available, Johnel lit a lighter and had me blew it in replacement of the candle blowing ceremony. Hahahaha!

TANGA /ta-'ngAh/ (noun)

1. taong ayaw magkaboyfriend/girlfriend pero nagrereklamong single

2. lalaking mahilig mambabae tas nagugulat pa everytime ayaw pagkatiwalaan ng mga kabit

3. ex mong iniwan ka for some reason tas biglang nagpaparamdam ulit after jurassic years

4. taong naghihintay sa taong walang balak dumating

5. babaeng ilang beses na naloko sa parehong dahilan pero di pa din natututo

6. magjowang araw-araw nag-aaway pero di daw sila maghihiwalay

7. lalakeng umaasa sa babaeng me jowa na pero kinakarir sya

8. babaeng me jowa na pero kumakarir ng iba

9. jowa nung number 8

10. any combination ng numbers 1 to 9

With You - Chris Brown

Kantahan Portion Ulit... :)


I need you boo, (oh)
I gotta see you boo (hey)
And there're hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Verse 1]
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot..little figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And..
Oh, little cutie
When..you talk to me
I swear..the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..

[Bridge:]
You mean to me
What I mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..


[Chorus:]
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of their life who feels..
What I feel when I'm


With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]

[Verse 2]
Oh girl!I
don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! Little shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
To be your everything..yeah..

[Bridge:]
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

[Chorus]
With you [x5]
Oh..
With you [x5]
Yeah Heh..

[Bridge 2]
And I..
Will never try to deny,
that you're my whole life,
'cause if you ever let me go,
I would die..
So I won't front,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
'cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straightBaby,
you're the best part of my day
I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And there're hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]
Woo Oh..
YeahThey need it boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Chorus]
With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]
Oh..

Lessons in Life

In life, we always search for answers because we want to prove ourselves that we had the right decisions.

But the truth is we can't search for what's not there.

Things happen because it's meant to happen.

Thats why we forgive people even if they hurt us, we love people who don't love us and we smile despite every painful crash in our hearts.

At the end of the day, the lessons we got are the answers to our decisions.

Don't give up

*

A plain statement but expounds a thousand definitions.

It could mean:

don't quit, dont't let go, don't surrender, keep fighting, be strong or have faith.

Whether in life's trials or in love struggles, just DON'T GIVE UP.

Who knows? You just might get what your heart is longing for...

*Thanks to constantlygrounded.blogspot.com for the picture.

7 Secrets of Success, I found the answers in my room!

1. Roof said: Aim High!

2. Fan said: Be Cool!

3. Clock said: Every minute is precious

4. Mirror said: Reflect before you act

5. Window said: See the world

6. Calendar said: Be up to date

7. Door said: Push hard to achieve your goals

* special thanks to Abhie*

Anu ba ang gusto mo?

"Marami ang magsasabi sa'yong hindi mo makukuha ang gusto mo sa mundo kung hindi mo alam kung ano ito...
Naniniwala ako sa isang prinsipyo sa Psychology na nagsasabing para makuha mo ang gusto mo, kailangang nakatatak ito sa isipmo nang buong-buo. Visualized."

- Bob Ong - Stainless Longganisa

Friendster Horoscope: 1 Feb

Libra:

The Bottom Line:
You will feel a magnetic pull toward a new person today and you should follow it.

In Detail:
You will feel a magnetic pull toward a new person today, and it's one you should follow. For some reason, your gut is telling you that you need to know more about this person -- and you have to find out why. Let yourself go where they go and do what they do. They have something to teach you, even if they don't realize it. This accidental mentor will help you find a whole new goal in your life -- or discover a new part of yourself you didn't understand before.

Moving Out

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go...(kanta lng)

Ayan na ung mga naempake ko... L-R (1. damit na pang-araw-araw, pantulog at undies. 2. Tops (pang office) 3. Towels and blankets 4. Jeans, hanger, shoes and chargers.
Ala pa dyan ung dadalhin kong pillows at ung laptop bag at office bag ko. Kumusta naman? Ayoko ng bags no?!
Dadalhin ko din ung PSP. Hehehe!
Ndi ko pa alam kung anu pa kelangan kong dalhin. Ay! toiletries pa pala!
I'm just so excited.
Anu kaya magiging life ko? Malayo k Carl at kina Mommy at Daddy.
Bahala na. Panu ko malalaman kung ndi ko susubukan?
Uuwi din naman ako pag weekends. Yan kc ang pangako ko kay Carl... na magkikita kami pag wala syang pasok sa school. (Panu kaya ito pag bakasyon na?!)

Mula bukas, housemates na kme ni Mitch. :)

Saturday @ Tagaytay

We had a blast yesterday at Tagaytay. After asking a friend on how to "get there", the 4 of us started heading South.

South Express Way: On the look out for Sta. Rosa Exit

Sta. Rosa Exit: according to the instructions (and road signs) turn right to Silang and Tagaytay

After turning right: It was a long road ---- and finally, we reached Tagaytay City proper.

Btw, music on the background (Superhuman, Mad, Just Stand Up, With You, T-Shirt, Booty Music, I'm Yours and more from the ipod, but those were the songs that kept on playing.) And we never got tired of singing those songs over and over again. Hahahahaha!

Tagaytay City Proper - we're now on looking for a place to eat.

Goal: to have Bulalo for lunch. Churvy suggested Leslie's. From Rotonda, we went straight ahead and finally reached our destination.

Lunch @ 2pm: We ordered Special Bulalo, Crispy Pata, Kinilaw na Isda, Ensaladang Mangga. Fiesta?! Yumyum!

Bill: Secret! Reasonable enough coz we got really full. :)

Taal Lake: Before going on to our next stop, we took some pictures with Taal Lake as the background.

Next Stop: Picnic Grove: Parking + Entrance: P235

We initially planned to ride the ZipLine(P100 on wkdays, P200 on wkends), but after walking, sight seeing and eating ice cream. We decided not to.

More pictures.

People's Park in the Sky: Highest peak in Tagaytay. The air was so cold. There were several couples who cant help but hug each other. We also had a top view glimpse of Tagaytay Highlands. Weow! It was really a nice and expensive place to live in. Who knows, we can live there in the future.

Good Shepherd: Bought Buko Pie, Ube jam, ube dimples and etc.

Pineapples: 2 of the PowerPuff girls asked us to buy them pineapples. We got some along the way.

Going home: Thought of drinking somewhere in Tagaytay but decided to drink anywhere in Manila instead.

Long road: Every one was getting sleepy... especially me. Who was awake for more than 24 hours at that time.

Starbucks: We had coffee.

One way: We accidentaly got in to a one way street. Good thing, we're not caught. Hahahah!

EDSA: After all the right, left and u turns... we're back to the road where everyone is familiar. EDSA.

REALITY: After spending a day in Tagaytay, we're now back to the real world. The good thing is, we we're able to unwind and enjoyed the stress free day.

Up Later: Baguio City

Painful Things

10 Painful Things:

1. Bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget

2. Reminiscing the good times

3. Trying to hide what you really feel.

4. Loving someone who loves another.

5. Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last.

6. Shielding your heart to love somebody.

7. Loving a person too much.

8. Right love at the wrong time.

9. Taking the risk to fall in love again.

10. Bihis na bihis ka, tapos hindi ka pala kasama. Aawww!